6.10.06

wow havent posted for almost a week. but not too much to be hyped over, so im not going to review too much.

past week:
in the past week, i have went to church monday, tuesday, and wednesday. tueday came home at 11 from walmart and mcdonalds with Columnas. wednesday night, helped tim with this asb shirts after skit and pub. thursday afterschool, i think i went home and just chilled. friday went to caruthers. played with these weak dudes. not saying im tighter than him, im just saying ive seen way better. i cramped up again. i hate when that happens cuz i have no ability to manuver or jump and i use them so much when i play. and when i play, no excuses. and when i have cramps, i pretty much lose because of no defense and agility. the whole caruthers crew was there. lol adriel, dan, lucky, sy then aaron mike louie kevin and his girl and gian. my people were there too. (josh kev ralph tim) went to chill at my house afterwards. fed the dudes. had a nice little time. dudes left even though moms said they could sleepover. geez.

today
slept til 10. ate mcdonalds. played ps2 until forever. went to watch cars at ctc. it was aaaaaawesome! i loved it! even though it was pretty much an unoriginal story. so predicatble. lol it was good though. people should go watch it. i learned something. i just forgot what it was. ill think of it soon. itll be in my conclusion. after movies drove to cold stone to meet up with cousins and aunt. on the way there saw josh waiting for bus. drove him home like a good friend. :) then went to sng. sat next to fountain with aunt mom and cousins while kev bought wings. there was a group chicks at the fountain and tita asked who do u think is the best looking? hahaha shes funny. i was really hesitant to tell her. i just said its obvious, you should know. which was kinda the truth. then i said ask moms shell know. mom said the wrong one and tita said the right one. lol shes good. then there was this other group of girls that came around the fountain and she asked again. haha. this time i didnt tell her. i kept looking over to see who really was the best looking. this one was way harder to decide. lol. i kept looking but everytime i looked at their faces they were like looking back. haha. it was fun. i never decided though. i had left. ate chinese after. it was preetty good. then went home. and finished the space. still not content with it though. i could do better. okay. done with this.

conclusion1
just recently, ive decided to take a somewhat break from girls. (unless of course i feel really lucky and find my soulmate who i will marry in a beautiful church and have a great family with and spend the rest of my life with, but i dont see that happening soon.) my only other exception is if i feel like she is someone who i cant let slip like that. but eh. girls. read about them in my other previous blog.

conclusion2
in cars, i still havent remembered the lesson. i have one theme, but it doesnt feel like the one i found out earlier. okay. ill just go with it. so in cars, (dont read too much if you dont want to hear the ending.) the lightning car or whatever is like this top arrogant racecar who thinks he can win all the time. as hes on his way to a race, his agent gives him tickets to give to his friends for the race. he unforunately cant think of anyone to give them to. he gets lost in some abandoned town with like various types of cars. he wants to leave and go to his race, but he has to help the people there first so they can fill his tank with gas so he can actually go. so he works hard to leave, but he learns to like these people and they become his friends. so his agent finds him in the town one day and forces him to leave and race. hes not the same racecar as before who thinks he can win all the time and he starts losing in the beginning of the race. during the race, his friends come to cheer him on and he wins. he goes back to the town with them and finally has a home. from this movie, i realized that i need to know wheres my "home". when i move on in life someday, i want to be able to come back to something. not only a literal house but people that will welcome me no matter what. people that will care for me, people that will love me unconditionally. so with this, i developed an analogy for the movie. for those who are caught up in Gods love, if we just take time and learn and understand it for what His love really is, then we will always have that home and God will bring us into his arms and care no matter what. whether it being what we have been or have done, His love is unconditional. we just have to show him that we deserve it and want it. :)

see? i get this analyzing stuff. lol. okay im done for the night. its late. family day for church tomorrow in the morning. so goodnight people. take care. bye