Off To N.Y. (7.14.06)

Yeah i'm up. Getting sleepy though. I decided to just save the sleep for the plane. We go to the airport in LB at 6. Our flight isn't until like 9 though. Well I think this vacation is going to be either the highlight of my summer or at least what makes this summer unique and different from the others.
We'll see though. Not really sure yet. But i've come up with some ideas about summer and why it's losing its importance and specialness(?).

Well one idea is that maybe my summer is so boring and sometimes life is boring, is maybe because i'm boring. And I might be right, but how can I know? I think i'm just whatever. Not fun. But not really dull. That's just my opinion of myself. Let me know. But i'm seriously not talking about anyone specific when I say maybe other people are like that too. They're not having a too fun summer because they themselves don't have the initiative to go out and be a fun person. Think about it.

And summer is starting to pass by fast. It's already halfway over. Geez. And I haven't accomplished a single thing. Barely started homework and haven't gone anywhere special. Besides going out and being physically active on a constant basis of course. I've come up with the solution of that i've wasted so much time complaining about how boring my summer that yeah. I'm wasting it complaining. And look how far into summer it is now. A whole month of saying dang boring boring boring. I'm getting over it now a little. I'm appreciating the fact that there's no homework. Lol. That's it basically. Oh and how much time I get to spend with my brothers and my friends from time to time. I like it. Even though we don't do much, their company is priceless to me.

Lastly, some people like to complain that they would be having a good summer if they actually had something to do. Like there's nothing to do in the world. And they (we) use the excuse of "I have no money." "No ride." "No one to go with." Come on now. You don't need to pay for fun. You're just too lazy to get off of the computer and get into the blazing sun. And don't tell me you're the only person in the world with a boring summer. There's a lot more things to do out there without money. The more obvious ones are definitely the park and swimming pools. Maybe the beach. But bonfires are all the rage nowadays, and those consume currency. I'm sorry, but I have that same problem of finding stuff to do without money, so I can't really help out too much on that. There's always UTC! YPR August 19-20 !!! Goo! LOL. You could also just chill at a friend's house too. That's usually fun. Oh, but your friend's house is far? Yeah. 2 blocks is a little far to walk. Or run. Or ride a bike, scooter, skateboard. Haha. Really though. People are getting really lazy now and not wanting to get out of the house. Maybe cause they don't like the sun, but if they would actually try, they would soon become immune to the heat, which would allow for more travel. Yeeah? Get what i'm saying? so get off your ass. Get off myspace. Get off aim. Unless you have a good reason. Like you're working on getting some. That's excuseable. Haha. But the most invalid excuse to not go out, "No one to go with." Right. There are a bunch of people out there wanting to get out. It's just their minds are lazy since it's summer and they can't think of things to do. So you invite them to do stuff with you. Yeah. Simple as that.

But yeah. I'm headin to New York. Hopefully I don't miss anything. I'll miss my friends though. Definitely. For a week? Come on. They are THAT awesome. I'll probably still be on Aim and Myspace over there though. Lol. Like a loser. Yes. So I hope everyone takes care of themselves and doesn't do anything stupid while i'm gone. Geez. I sound like i'm going to be gone forever.Okay. Bye. Stay good.


Some play hard to get. Some are hard to get. So sometimes I don't know when to just give up. I hate it. My mind tell me yes but I'm being held back at the same time. It's funny. How I had this same feeling before. This same decision. I know this time it's a different chick, but i'm scared that it's going to end up the same way. Me. Devastated. Left there to look for the next reason to continue. I couldn't possibly go through that again. Right? Or am I willing to take that risk one more time?